以后再想个好题目

马戏团来啦 发表于 2008-07-31 01:45:43

















Sometimes I write in English for nothing


This time, I’m telling something about English and emotion.


Last week, I finished the lessons in New Opiental School which has attracted so many God damn bored students in summer holidays. My partner, as bored as I am, carefully listened to the teachers and made note every day. Before the lessons, we had thought there would be some beautiful girls but in fact, there was none. We can’t accept the fact but, thanks the God, the teachers are very nice. Jason taught us how to live in America for he just came back form there in June. What he said interested me very much ,such as how to shop, what to eat, where to play, how to talk with girls, strangers, sales, policeman and so on. Gee! I’m thirsty to buy a ticket to America to start a fucking crazy life at once. However, he also told us American are crazy and crazy ( if you watched so many American movies, you can understand what the word really means). They can do what you can imagine and what you can’t imagine. On the other hand, William told the stories day by day to show us what the university life likes and his own love stories(so funny but a little sad). And we laughed and laughed. The moment we laughed was one of the most happiest feeling in the hot summer. He was creep, you know. I can’t express what he really taught me in fact, only know I see a different me and a different way.


If a person says “I love you”(maybe he or she is kidding), what you should reply is “I love you more”. Recently I listened the songs of The Pancakes many times. As you know, she ‘s indie singer in Hongkong, a place where produces many pop music stars. Whatever, through her voice and music I can imagine she is a sweet, sometimes feeling so happy sometimes feeling so sad, full of imagination, a little lonely, cute girl in a crowed city. What’s more, I also watched some prefect movies during the holidays. I just want to say the director or the man who wrote the story in the movie is a freak. Gee! The movies are perfect that I sometimes feel a little sad every time the movie came to an end.  The leading actress in Pride And Prejudice (2007), oh my god, just like, not, just a fairy, is elegant, classic, adorable, charming. The same as the leading actress in the movie Becoming Jane .Jesus Christ!  When I was young, I did so many stupid things and couldn’t stop dreaming. This summer, I met a classmate, a sweet girl. I once foolishly thought we would never meet again on the last day in school. Meeting her again, I have no surprises, she may have the same feeling, whatever. Of course, I truly felt happy when I knew she got a high score and could go to the university she likes ,not like me, only staying in the city I hate. I can’t remember all the things we did together, but once into the crowed what I could see is only you. What’s love, you can ask yourself. 2 years ago, when I was a boring guy, standing on the stage in the playground, I just searched your eyes before starting the damn show ‘foolish grandpa moved the hill’. Also in that summer I did the same thing when I was introducing ‘toilet’. But finally what happened was not important yet. The story sounds not sweet at all, boring to death. Telling a story is not a easy job. So strange that I met her again, never and ever. I don’t know.


When we were at school, I loved the cool song I don’t know how to download good Av like Iris does. To my surprise, Danny also loved the name of this song. Let’s sing: SEND THEM TO ME. Anyway, you never know what the radio dept. sing in the song keep on boys. Of course, I know because I searched on line before. The first sentence of this song is words already dead. Cool! When I was a child in my hometown, my dear grandpa liked watching HBO movies. Surprises? It’s true. He also liked foreign TV shows. At that time, I only watched the images and didn’t know one English word. Exactly, I didn’t know what is English. The topic I’m talking is English and emotion. Feeling better, teenagers, Feeling better, teenagers. I remember many things ,out of your imagination. School life ,friends, happiness, dreams, studying, future, university ,job, adult ,you are scared to face. Nobody said it was easy. No one can see me try, no one can see me cry.all you need is love. Ga ma Ga ma hey, hey! Ho! Fucking let’s go! One man said the wonder will happen on the guy who believe there is a wonder. If one person says “I love you”, you should say “I love you more”. But you can also say “I hate you forever “. It’s funny. If for me to choose, I choose not to choose. Suddenly I find I’m fake,damn! Look at me ,I hate you forever. 

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什么是富足的人生。这个话题好像跟我没有关系。到现在我还觉得高考是一件很美好的事情，学生们怀着理想一心想着我现在忍一忍，有个好分数就能离开这里去远方求学，将来把学校炸掉什么的。虽然不想夸大自己的悲哀，但这一次高考确实是个恶梦，明白了初中时阿贾说的这句话的意思。你想离开这里但很讽刺的是你只能留在这里。你想离开父母更讽刺的是你离他们很近。虽然明白要乐观要辩证要振作，但这太难了。你可以也说自己很悲惨，但你的悲惨是你的事，你永远体验不了我的感受。现在19岁，觉得自己什么也做不了，消费，娱乐，学习，叫父母给钱，听他们的话，然后就没有了。我尊重我的父亲并不代表他是对的，我觉得他连自己的儿子是什么都不了解。那天填志愿他说，哪里有什么理想，有多少人能达到自己的理想。你可以对自己说不要介意别人讲什么，其实真的可以不介意么。他们很喜欢说12年的努力终于换来了成果，或者是12年全毁了，幸运的是我从来就没有这样想过。小学的学习是不知道为什么的，根本不知道高考是什么，只是希望把字全部学会，将来不要卖菜什么的。初中的学习是为高中准备的，其实大部分也不知道在干什么，因为你记得的只是你玩的那些片段。进了高中，前两年，想为高三热热身，后来发现其实知识还是很有用的，同学们跟我说你研究这些不考的内容干什么时，我总是回答可能百万富翁五万元的题目会有这道题，那时候看报纸要是看到自己熟悉的知识会很有成就感，一直希望做一个博学的人，然而到现在不知道自己懂得了什么。到了高三才真正为了高考，有多艰辛只有自己知道，也不屑于要别人知道。
看不见前面路也许更好，只是不甘心，说要一下子把你过去的想法推掉，那等同于谋杀，是种不负责任的行为，面对现实妥协，那你要把那个想法保存那么久干什么。听别人说人生最快乐的事情有一件事是拿到大学录取通知书的那时候，而我已经没感觉了。我只知道这个恶梦不会消失，每次想起都像被抽了耳光一样。没有办法逃避，那就面对。现实，理想，现实，理想，你相信哪个。小时候许多美好的天性都被扼杀了，幸好我有记忆力可以想起来，一次次妥协。还有许多美好浪漫的事情一次次葬送在了父母为你铺好的路上，他们欺负你小以为你没有想法不会判断。我们好像得到了许多过得很开心，其实什么也没有，那些不是真正属于你的。
喜欢聆听同学对家庭对学校的看法，因为我们在同龄人前可以表现得很优越，其实背后还是摆脱不了他们的控制。所谓的沟通也只是坐在一起说说话，你又怎么知道哪些是真话呢。就是考到个公务员拿着很高的报酬那又怎样了，那就是人生的意义了么。什么是什么生活，难道只有家长学校们懂么，凭什么几句话就把那些想法扼杀掉。上英语课学了个单词LOSER，老师说这是很恶毒的词语，人可以被打败但不可以被打倒，打倒的就是LOSER，我觉得自己不会是这个词语。complain less work more。谁可以确保自己的未来很光明呢，看得到底的未来不要也罢。白天为生存打拼，深夜为理想奋斗。
不知道听谁说的，说青春期无聊男女对未来困惑的时候是最有型的。也对，很多事情都不知道是什么来的都可以勇敢尝试，迷惑的感觉，应该就是现在了。自己的未来自己决定。
太迷惑了。一直都相信自己，不为什么，因为自己知道自己是什么，能走多远。记录每一个想法，是怕忘记，忘记也等于谋杀了一个生命，又不是梦游，有想法有行动那还怕什么理想达不达得到。那些安慰的话语也不想再听到了，大家都知道是怎样回事，深大就深大，如果你真的喜欢我和我的想法，那就不要放弃自己的想法，去实现他们。19岁，是做决定的时候了，要为自己的未来负责，对自己负责。很喜欢沈YUAN的这句话：“我是一个没有任何天分的人，一个笨的不能再笨的人，我的‘奢侈'在于我的理想。我用自己几年的奔跑换得别人一刻的漫步，义无反顾的走向自己所谓的伟大。再努力一点，再渺小的我们也会有千分之一的机会成为‘他们 ’。”这也是阿贾所教的，我很高兴能遇到这样的老师。
即使是表面上的妥协，我知道自己内心深处要去哪里。



    QQ是个好发明
`马戏团来啦 23:04:09

生日快乐！

 @E T@ 23:04:23

生日快乐！

`马戏团来啦 23:06:03

你又生日了`

 @E T@ 23:06:22

你又19岁了

`马戏团来啦 23:09:42

知不知道我为什么生日

 `马戏团来啦 23:32:15

为了生存

 

`马戏团来啦 22:06:33

也许以后能在海边建一个超大的主题公园

  ︽ 秊. 22:07:15

 迪士尼吗

`马戏团来啦 22:07:32

肤浅

  ︽ 秊. 22:08:32

 叫潜水公园lor.

`马戏团来啦 22:09:00

你真是个天才`

这个名字好


``lemoni`` 12:10:25

深圳还好啦  其他地方都好佬啦 `

`马戏团来啦 12:10:51

我们的祖先就是佬的`

  ``lemoni`` 12:11:19

到是已经很先进了


 373426794 23:57:42

我那次碰见你

我问：春越你走这么快做什么？

你掷地有声的说：生存！

为了这一句话我感动了好久


稻穗 00:17:52

只能去湖北

`马戏团来啦 00:19:05

 睡觉了.看着理想破灭是最FUCK的事.

 

 〃拂晓い 23:22:57
要选个最最喜欢的专业^

`马戏团来啦 23:23:22

 电影放映员`

 〃拂晓い 23:25:56

真的是放电影的吗

`马戏团来啦 23:26:50

 我在广州的时候想到这是个好专业`但我大佬说没这个专业

 〃拂晓い 23:27:09

被骗了^


`马戏团来啦 17:11:10

被中大录取没有`?

 MiyabiS 17:11:33

恩

`马戏团来啦 17:11:49

 中大睿!

 MiyabiS 17:12:05

吵什么

MiyabiS 17:12:25

还不是你放水

`马戏团来啦 17:12:45

  我从来不放水

MiyabiS 17:13:05

谁信啊

`马戏团来啦 17:13:59

 那这次让你.

 MiyabiS 17:14:55

就是,王者越

`马戏团来啦 17:15:17

 下次你没机会了

 MiyabiS 17:15:32

这才像话


゛&. 01:38:11

還有就是.,你之前喜歡潛水.,

我喜歡在海平面上游泳.,

即使我不會游泳.,

哈哈.,

 

現在我就老是潛水了.,



希望歪酷的导出备份功能能快点修好投入使用。就写到这里。结束了。THE END

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